So many details that I won’t bother with but let’s just say for now you can be in love and still feel sooooooooooooooooo lonely that it physically hurts all the time.

When I was little people would ask me what I wanted to be when I grew up and my standard answer was always, “happy.” I seemed to have missed that mark by light years.

Right now all I seem to do is try to figure out how to hurt less…

It’s exhausting all the time and then to compound it I then feel guilty when I think how many people are so worse off than me.

Somedays it’s beyond unbearable but you do what you need to and hope the next day might be better and sometimes it is.

Choices get made and the rest is up to the universe.